actually, technically, that;s not true.
i have lots of ideas, lots of thoughts, all screaming: pick me! go here! i'm the right choice!
seriously, jc or poly? i have no idea.
my entire family is against poly, because:
1. if i can go jc, why not?
2. the poly i want is super far.
3. jc gives u a better uni chance.
4. the poly env is so diff from the cedar one.
yet. yet i really want to go poly. my heart is there.
it gives me a chance, to become someone that i know i cant be come in jc.
i want to have a good education, learning things that i like, having ccas that i like, enjoying my time there.
i don't want to learn things which i don't care about, choosing those slack or crap ccas, and making myself try to like the jc experience.
i don't understand, why no one understands.
i really want to make the right choice.
but what if, the choice i think is the right choice, isnt?
