it's been a long time since Jan 13. in this 8 days, a lot of things have happened, but none big enough for me to spend time typing out.
in the end, i made my decision on thurs night.
i was very high at that point, and really glad.
it felt great, a total load of my back and finally a rest for my brain.
i guess for the rest of singapore, my choice would have been so obvious, so needless to say.
yes, i chose the choice that everyone would have chosen.
but i dont know if it was RIGHT.
i think, it's up to me to make it the right choice then.
and my final decision, the one that made me choose this instead of the other, was God i guess.
in my heart, i know, i don't deserve my results.
i worked hard, yes. but not that hard. it was never my aim, and if this was what i was to get, i felt, that was where He wanted me to go.
i still have twinges of regret, but i want to do this, now.
i want to go there and enjoy my experience.
you only get one chance, so no regrets.
this week i'm going out everyday. actually its everyday till orientation. my last, floaty wandering not sec 4 not j1 days are going to be spent fruitfully.
i think my posts lack smileys. here, one for you (: