That's my orientation group name. i like it now. haha
My sub-group is ok. rather quiet i guess, but the ogls are good, and at least i have elizabeth with me. and peiyi.
Hmm. I submitted my subject combi just now.
Am not very sure if i really can pull off KI, but i think i should give it a shot..
ok i dont know what to say. Oh yes, dinner on friday was nice. They showed us how childish VJ guys could be, with the fries thing and chilliandice thing. haha.
Playing the mrt game and boomboomchucky and the name game in the dark sitting on prickly grass is actually rather enjoyable.
Heard monday's gonna have OGdinner at thaipan(:

On a side note, CCA auditions next week. I'm so scared for it.
I don't want to just throw myself back into my comfort zone.

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these few days i've been spending time with friends, doing things that i find is really meaningful and different, better than aimless shopping in malls (bcos i can't buy anything)

Wed : i went jiahui's house, tgt with caroline, and we did what primary school kids would do i guess, watching tv, surfing the Net, ordering and eating KFC, painting jiahui's nails and going through her stuff. We spent that day doing what would seem boring, but it was really nice. I know i have limited vocab right now, but there isn't really another word to describe it besides nice.

Thurs : met up with SEVEN for yh's birthday. we did the usual eat + watch movie + walk around thing, but it was still fun. cos it's been so long since we all sat down together to talk, i realise how sad i'll be when we drift apart.

Fri : went baking at caroline's house. the cupcakes were quite a flop, esp the 1st batch becoming crunchy chocolate crispies instead, haha. The process was fun, and that's what matters! Laughed a lot, ate alot, took alot of pictures and went home feeling.. happy.

Sat : met Melanie. we watched Jump, which was stupid, and it was my idea :P i hope we could continue to be friends in JC, but right now, idk.
later met sis and yoyo for dinner. haha i do miss my cousin, alot. shall see her again at cny, which is really soon, come to think of it.

Sun: met up with the section, finally. although samantha wasn't there ): we met at dhoby and ate kfc, something i'd forever associate with the section from now on. we changed our original plan to play pool. instead we went mindscafe, and it was fun.
emily is a ____? and we are full of _____? you gotta love us.

Mon: went baking again, same person(: sugar cookies were a success, and real nice. Baking is seriously stress therapy, although i'm not stressed right now.


the days are rushing by now.
tmr, posting results. the day after? reporting to your new school, where your future awaits.
I can't help but feel a lil excited. Hopefully, with new beginnings, i can change into a better person, and fruitfully make use of the supposedly best years of your life.

my handwriting does suck now. it's been 2months since i properly held a pen, and even longer since my handwriting was nice to look at.

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it's been a long time since Jan 13. in this 8 days, a lot of things have happened, but none big enough for me to spend time typing out.
in the end, i made my decision on thurs night.
i was very high at that point, and really glad.
it felt great, a total load of my back and finally a rest for my brain.
i guess for the rest of singapore, my choice would have been so obvious, so needless to say.
yes, i chose the choice that everyone would have chosen.
but i dont know if it was RIGHT.
i think, it's up to me to make it the right choice then.
and my final decision, the one that made me choose this instead of the other, was God i guess.
in my heart, i know, i don't deserve my results.
i worked hard, yes. but not that hard. it was never my aim, and if this was what i was to get, i felt, that was where He wanted me to go.

i still have twinges of regret, but i want to do this, now.
i want to go there and enjoy my experience.
you only get one chance, so no regrets.

this week i'm going out everyday. actually its everyday till orientation. my last, floaty wandering not sec 4 not j1 days are going to be spent fruitfully.

i think my posts lack smileys. here, one for you (:

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actually, technically, that;s not true.
i have lots of ideas, lots of thoughts, all screaming: pick me! go here! i'm the right choice!
seriously, jc or poly? i have no idea.
my entire family is against poly, because:
1. if i can go jc, why not?
2. the poly i want is super far.
3. jc gives u a better uni chance.
4. the poly env is so diff from the cedar one.

yet. yet i really want to go poly. my heart is there.
it gives me a chance, to become someone that i know i cant be come in jc.
i want to have a good education, learning things that i like, having ccas that i like, enjoying my time there.
i don't want to learn things which i don't care about, choosing those slack or crap ccas, and making myself try to like the jc experience.
i don't understand, why no one understands.
i really want to make the right choice.
but what if, the choice i think is the right choice, isnt?

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its 11+ now. i'm feeling.. nothing.
not too nervous, noo too scared, not too many stomach flips.
yes, anything can happen tomorrow. whether its tears of joy or sadness, i don't know yet.
tomorrow, i will collect my results, of the O levels, and then, off to a whole new world.
i feel so immature that it's scary to think that i'm sixteen already, have been through two parts of my education and should be embarking on the next.

where should i go? that's what been on my mind all this while. not what will i get, but where shall i go. sigh. i don't want to think about it anymore. years later i will look back and laugh at my silliness for worrying.

at least i'm going to wear my sch uni tmr!! i love the uniform. haha.
and i really want to see everybody.
last time as a level, last time as a class.

hopefully i'll be in a good mood tmr. hopefully there ain't too many tears.

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