christmas season is in the air! december is really the fastest month ever, and 2009 flew by way too fast for my liking.
lots of friends are overseas now, making me bored bored bored.
just thinking about how this year started, how all the stress started to build up, how 4S changed, how I changed. and how we all had one goal, to end Os.
and now, in dec alr, it's been a month since we ended O levels, and its been so surreal.
right now, it was hard to believe that about a month ago, my focus was just studying mugging cramming for exams. and now i'm just.. existing. not really living. it's weird to think that i would see all the people i have grown familiar with, for 4 years, one last time, on results day.
that actually, secondary life had ended, without me really comprehending.
it seems so unceremonious. after the last paper, just walking out of the school gates.
maybe i'm just too sentimental for my own good.
anyway. it's christmas time, which means lots of shopping and splurging, i hope.
i'm in terrible lack of tops. and shoes, for that matter.
hope this christmas would be a good one.
