why do i feel like such a big fat failure?
someone who cant do anything right.
or anything well.
in my studies, i'm just mediocre, never excelling in any particular subject, always being ordinary.
in band, i'm just a member, a member that can't even play properly. unlike my wonderful counterparts in class, who are perfect.
i have no special abilities, i wasn't born beautiful, i don't have that many friends, i'm not a good leader.
if i were a biography, the words 'special' 'unique' 'extraordinary' 'excel' won't appear anywhere.
unless there's a
'not' in front of these words.
what am i?this is, i guess,
my teenage life crisis.
