that day that we celebrated cathlin's and elaine's birthday, it felt kind of weird. i know this is backdated, but i suddenly felt this way after thinking back.
because the sec1s were so enthusiastic, and so
in, while the sec2s were.. well, they were just talking amongst themselves. it makes me wonder, what kind of a section we are turning into. certainly not the one i came in.
and elaine, now i know what a good actress you are. cos' we were seriously taken in by you acting like you didnt know what the 'meeting' is for. It would have mattered, you know, if you didnt appear. cos although we kind of ignored you a little bit, you are still very much our senior. and we are missing you right now.
because band now is truly boring. there's no longer anyone i can relate to or laugh with, now that cathlin and aqila are gone. sectionals used to be fun you know, and now they no longer are. i try to talk to the sec2s, but it's so hard when all they do is just laugh amongst themselves. it's annoying. and the sec1s, well we don't know them well yet i guess. i just hope we can really talk to them in the future.
it's like, i could never carry on a conversation the way my seniors did when i was in sec1. like i have no proficiency in conversation :/
on 29th april, ie. free cone day, ng and i went to vivo! we bumped into caroline and sarah there. so, after eating our icecream, we walked around, reminiscing all the lovely memories:)
walking past the shops where we once went to help tanya find a top, taking pictures at weird places, eating at pastamania, everything. so, just to celebrate, we went pastamania and bought peach lychee soda.
i had a wonderful time that day, going to all the nice places, remembering everything. vivo will always be a special place for clarinet section, where we waded in the pool, took pics, laughed like mad, made a fool of ourselves, played air hockey, and foozeball.
i can't imagine doing all of this with my juniors, and i think we never will.
i can't ever be as close to them as my seniors were to us. so for once i'm glad to be born this year, although usually my year has all the misfortunate things happening, if i weren't sec3 now, i could have never close to them. and that would have been my biggest regret of all.
see, they were never as close with their seniors. so it's kind of fate.
you know, we tried avoiding adidas. because it held too much memories. yet in the end, we took the wrong escalator down, so we had to walk past,
i love foozeball, just because.
cant wait for japan trip.
