ok let's be random!
some random things currently on my mind right now:
1: ALL 4 photo-taking. ALL. so super random alright? made my day twice. and it's so unfair she can announce it publicly, while i have to act and pretend and cover up. how annoying.
2: i'm choosing to believe the little talk we had with them actually made an impact. i choose to believe in it.
3: i love the fact that my seniors(ok fine aqila) bother to pop in to my class to say hi. that makes me feel real nice and special. i mean, how many seniors do you know do that? not that many, i can say :)
4: mdm lum is so funny. HAHA.
5: i wanna watch bring it on 3. but liyana's not online. horrible.
6: our class is so cute. we produce bubbles.
7: i got a year left to be closer to them. i want to i want to i want to. AHH.
ok that's all. 7 random thoughts in my head. i'm glad it's all out now. now my mind's only left with dust and fluff. hah.
feeling random :)
so let's type random things.
i.. like my new phone. it's so pure and white.
ok fine i cut my hair. i look weird. im my own really biased opinion, that is.
i.. want to be a pro ice skater. and, i shall not have empty dreams, i shall take lessons. im serious k, just wait and see.
i wonder if our seniors would miss all the fun times with their lovely seniors. cos' i know i'm missing my crazy seniors already.
and it has only been a month.when's our section birthday again?
i hate that feeling of awkwardness. when you bump into someone you haven't seen for ages, and there's no longer anything you can say, because you were only acquaintances once upon a time, and now that you've locked eyes, you just have to say hi, and there's only that
deafening silence echoing afterwards.
that's why i would rather run away instead of that kind of silence that bring you guilt. because you have lost a friendship. it would just leave you wishing you had tried harder to keep in contact.
i have had enough of these coincidences to last me a lifetime.i really want to make the best use of my sec3 year as much as i can. every moment is precious, because you can never live those moments again. i don't want to be just one of those people who live for the weekends. i only have that much CEDAR life left.
living with no regrets:D i already had so many already, don't wanna have any more.that day that we celebrated cathlin's and elaine's birthday, it felt kind of weird. i know this is backdated, but i suddenly felt this way after thinking back.
because the sec1s were so enthusiastic, and so
in, while the sec2s were.. well, they were just talking amongst themselves. it makes me wonder, what kind of a section we are turning into. certainly not the one i came in.
and elaine, now i know what a good actress you are. cos' we were seriously taken in by you acting like you didnt know what the 'meeting' is for. It would have mattered, you know, if you didnt appear. cos although we kind of ignored you a little bit, you are still very much our senior. and we are missing you right now.
because band now is truly boring. there's no longer anyone i can relate to or laugh with, now that cathlin and aqila are gone. sectionals used to be fun you know, and now they no longer are. i try to talk to the sec2s, but it's so hard when all they do is just laugh amongst themselves. it's annoying. and the sec1s, well we don't know them well yet i guess. i just hope we can really talk to them in the future.
it's like, i could never carry on a conversation the way my seniors did when i was in sec1. like i have no proficiency in conversation :/
on 29th april, ie. free cone day, ng and i went to vivo! we bumped into caroline and sarah there. so, after eating our icecream, we walked around, reminiscing all the lovely memories:)
walking past the shops where we once went to help tanya find a top, taking pictures at weird places, eating at pastamania, everything. so, just to celebrate, we went pastamania and bought peach lychee soda.
i had a wonderful time that day, going to all the nice places, remembering everything. vivo will always be a special place for clarinet section, where we waded in the pool, took pics, laughed like mad, made a fool of ourselves, played air hockey, and foozeball.
i can't imagine doing all of this with my juniors, and i think we never will.
i can't ever be as close to them as my seniors were to us. so for once i'm glad to be born this year, although usually my year has all the misfortunate things happening, if i weren't sec3 now, i could have never close to them. and that would have been my biggest regret of all.
see, they were never as close with their seniors. so it's kind of fate.
you know, we tried avoiding adidas. because it held too much memories. yet in the end, we took the wrong escalator down, so we had to walk past,
i love foozeball, just because.
cant wait for japan trip.
