yah i suppose i owe u'all a apology.
erm maybe im not so interested in blogging anymore,
or maybe im just frustrated i dont have my own style unlike syahirah,
but i wont be blogging so often.
and that's saying something since im already an infrequent blogger.
so maybe i will only update every 3 weeks,
2 weeks, tops.
and onwards to happier things!
okay a short summary of my life so far,
hmm, projects-wise, finally not much.
only left the music thing and the idiot math games one.
which reminds me, i have to practice.
unlike what most people think, im not playing the clarinet for my music thingy.
i like piano, so i wanna give that a go.
unless i really cant make it, then at least i got a good backup:)
although my playing isnt pro or anything,
still, its a one-and-a-half years! more than piano.
what else? oh this week band was ok.
practiced the songs for our sunday performance, which i just did 6 hours ago.
more on that later.
so, anyway. we kicked out merry widow and lion king.
a pity, actually, because merry widow is cool while lion king is more song-y than band-y.
hope you understood that:D
yah, but we werent ready. so, yep, buhbye.
anyway. today was a busy day for me.
second chance movie was fab, and i got a cab real quick.
and caroline wasnt THAT mad at me. yippee.
ahem. and i reached school around 1:50.
avoided perc section. haha but sya saw me anyway.
reached ecp at 3:40. the sun was burning. like, BURNING,
and we were just standing there. ergh.
yeah well we started performing at 4, and if i thought just now was bad, this was worse.
sitting down there, we were all just sweating and sweating. at least just now it was all heat, no sweat u know? and after every single song i would just be wiping my sweat.
it was horrible.
but i survived. haha
and the thing is, ms sia came!
i didnt even know luh, she was standing at trombone there,
i was in the first row, couldn't have known could i?
well, at least i played with less stress.
mr ong was there too, but, you know. not such a big deal.
yah then everything was more or less ok.
laughed a lot with my section, all thanks to aqila.
she really is a funny senior.
yeah its nice being her junior.
and as usual she always carry the heavy perc instruments:)
while i get the light stuff. muahahaha
then i went home with sya.
my lovely brother hi.
and now she knows
both the silent and the psycho laugh.
bought my charkwayteow.
had a happy dinner:D
okay tootles.
well, have decided to just update a little. because i dont like to keep you people waiting impatiently, ya know?
ok. so i think that xanga's pretty cool.
so maybe the whole reason i switched to blogspot from mindsay years ago was because blogspot is more known.
but i still wanna try xanga:) some day.
like now there's this slight exam buzz? e
veryone's been talking about mugging, and i suppose i should too.
the whole problem is i keep thinking its really far away, although that's crap.
its really near but to me english and chinese dont really count, see?
and its like i think, oh its the first week of october, we aint even at sept yet so i got a long way to go, cos october is like when mooncake festival is over, and that's not even here yet so i am in this whole denial mode.
yeah sorry just needed to get that out.
sometimes i really want to be people like steph and joy and yiying and jinhui and all.
people who just mugmugmug and then when exams over its like whew cos they know they did well.
and sorry no offence sya, but i dont wanna be like you.
who is like me,
and sort of does things real slowly and then when exams are like, next week i burn the midnight oil.
ok my sentences are too long.
another reason i dont want exams? they mean the end of year is coming. which equals to different classes.
and although i dont love my class to bits or anything, i know that i wont be able to be with my friends in the same class again.
definitely not ALL of them.
and that sucks.
i just hate separation.
or rather, changes.
look my class can be annoying sometimes.
and also quite nerdy when we just all studying together.
but that's what im used to.
and its great being united, our class really is.
i dont know if we are having a class chalet or anything, but i hope so.
i dont even mind THAT gang, if it makes the whole thing feel more class-y.
going to a whole new class, and starting over again?
so not my cup of tea.
ohfart.
yeah i know i shouldnt be blogging.
but it helped me to vent.
thanks blog :D
*pats her blog on the head*
today had 3 uber long conv. with syahirah.
she's the <3. thanks babe.
you really always help me feel better.
i enjoyed laughing like a 'psycho'
