just some random things..
1.
delight;
when ms sia was testing, emily said some rubbish about jumping from A to B note. ms sia grew even more angry. after fall out, we told youting and then she said that ms sia did mention that to huimin and that they(our seniors) guessed it was most likely emily. haha
2.
ecstasy;
when daniel was tutoring sec1s, emily felt like calling him MRdaniel. he didnt like that, so he called her MISSemily. then she was telling 4 out of 6 sec1s about stuff you shouldnt say/do to ur seniors. i said: emily, stop telling them things which only you would have thought of saying/doing to our seniors. daniel was like, sherilyn.. you dont need to tell us what everyone knows. i glanced at ng and we burst out laughing.
3.
depression;
watching syahirah leaving the classroom today and knowing that she is going for a special syf mentorship. and that im not good enough. seriously, at that time during geog lesson, my feelings were scraping rock bottom. i felt so low, thinking that im so lousy at playing, so lousy at everything. i suck. honestly, its not like i want to blow my lungs out for 4 solid hours, its just that there's always this niggling thought in my brain: you're so lousy. now you're out. you suck. and i, havent been the happiest gal these days. i know i have only myself to blame, and that i cant do anything about it, but there's this big gap between your
brain knowing and your
heart knowing.
4.
appreciation;
-celeste: we were at paya lebar mrt and there was this guy giving out flyers. she took one and i asked her why. i mean, whats the point taking something when you don't really want it. her theory was that we should help the guy to be able to finish the job. he cant finish until he gives out all the flyers, so do him a favour. she does this for all the flyer-givers. i never thought about this before. wow.
-yiying: we were the last two to leave. and simin's shirt & tie was on the table. so she took it, and we walked to ms2. we didnt know how to give her until we saw some choir people. then yy remembered corryne left her bottle on HER table and that corryne was at the foyer. so she passed her bag, uni and shoes to me to carry down while she ran back to class to give corryne her bottle. i was desperately struggling down the steps. this sec3 even came up to me to offer me help!
i didnt think about doing things like this. its like sometimes you're so focused with what we want to achieve, that we forget all the small things along the way.
kindness, humility, friendships. these are the things that touch the human heart right?
one kind act leads to another.
its so cliche, but cliches are just so true.
i so need to reflect on my self.
