the above-mentioned has forced me into dedicating a entire post
just for her, so here goes.
i shall make it as
short and bitter as possible (:
MOULDY. hmm. what to say?
well, for a start, you're quite a good friend.
always wait for me when im soo slooow.
and quite caring too.
you can be real nice if you like that person, and
nasty if you dont. you are an extremist.
of course, you have bad points too.
your mood swings are ridiculous!
and you will just rant on anyone unlucky enough to be at the wrong place at the wrong time :P
although you can be extremely high too. on friday afternoons.
okie, basically im just repeating what i said earlier.
on a sadder note, i just feel you dont even wish for me to be closer to you.
its not that im jealous, just that to become more than just good friends,
secrets definitely have to be told. and.. you dont'.
nowadays when i wish to talk to you, its like,
practically impossible. you always try to run away.
i act like i dont care, when i do.
i have been trying to talk to you so many days now, its no longer just for fun.
its not like i have a huge problem to share, just that i wish to talk to my friends.
when so many secrets are exchanged between all your good friends, i dont feel jealous.
just kinda left out.
now im starting to sound desperate.ergh
i dont know how to say it, but.. its almost like you dont want to have any more close friends.
maybe im wrong. hopefully
how come i never knew about all your bad times until after they are over?
so maybe because i didnt notice. but you have to admit that some people know because you told them your troubles.
i dont want to be stagnant in any friendship, not just ours. im not demanding you have to spill all your deepest darkest secrets. just that, for once, make me feel that i mean abit more to you than now.
cos im almost positive that i treasure this friendship much more than you do.
`make me really smile one day.
