another one of these stuff... so i act exactly my age?? hmm but i did this last year.
| You Are 14 Years Old |
Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe.
13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world.
20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences.
30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more!
40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax. |
i thought the other day about what amirah asked. if i was upset about not holding any position at all. at that time i said no. but if i were to truely think and answer, of course i am. at least that bit of disappointment, that bit of sadness, that bit of weird tummy-ness. for it boiled down, didnt it? to the fact that i was no longer wanted to lead. none of that 'we want a change' nonsense. puh-lease.
perhaps i will have a more relaxed year..yah. but i missed so much. the leading, the shouting, the taking responsibility, the class com OT times, everything. it changed much of my life last year. it changed ME. i wouldnt have 'achieved' this sort of relationship with most people if not for that fact. so if u were to ask of disappointment, its a definite yes.
there's so many things i wish to help out in, to contribute. but its no longer as easy as last year. not when sometimes i feel im nothing. i know i had a whole year's chance to show that i can. but i suppose i blew that chance.
`no turning back"Advice for the day: If you have a headache, do what it says on the aspirin bottle: Take two, and KEEP AWAY FROM CHILDREN." 
