today was the last day of school. there were many things to clear and goodbyes to say. although we would be in the same class next year, the environment,teachers, wont be the same. i should probably think positive.

it feels weird that we are growing up so fast. a year,4 terms, 40weeks,10wks each, 5 days per week. is not really as long as we think. i dont feel like a sec2. nopex, i somehow feel 1-2 years younger than the real thing.


grown mature over the course of this year.

shared a lot of fun, laughter and sadness with my class and band.

definitely changed in terms of character.

really enjoyed my junior year.

want to be someone inspiring.

miss my special seniors.

the responsibilities versus desire.

looking forward to another wild and crazy year! really want to thank all who have given me love. muacks! xoxo . this is for you!! :)))

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ah. the stress i get after post results.... hmm, its very different from pre-results of course. now its like there is nothing to do in school. except rot away in the classrooms. all the other talks and things like that are seriously not worht going. especially first-aid. and environmental/nutrition talks.which we are having on wed. sad people, i know. no choice. all those with medical condition please seriously consider not coming. its not WORTH coming.

the schedule is : I&E workshop ( Innovation and Enterprise ), recess, talk in MPH, talk in MPH, talk in MPH. bleargh.

so how am i going to spend my hols? how am i going to have perseverance to strive and practice my clar. and still have time for hw and band and gg out and relaxation?? or as steph will put it: SLACKING. ahahax.

sometimes when i thought i knew you...
i guess i didnt.
i thought you cared.
i thought wrong.
if i could turn the clock back,
would it have been the same?
you mean so much more to me now.
more than a memory.

"How come everyone's going so slow if it's called rush hour?"

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It feels weird to have freedom again. because this week has been rather boring, same old drill over and over again: wake up cranky, go to school, cram study for 15 minutes, take exam, feel happy that 1 more paper is over, go home quickly, TRY to study, take nap, wake up, try to study AGAIN, sleep late. Cycle repeats itself. The English paper was ok, Chinese not bad, Literature was done-able, Science was easier than expected, Math was *sigh* and Geography was b-o-r-i-n-g. Urgh. At least its all over.

Now panic for the results.

Rude awakening: Its not like its real freedom. there will always be more studying, and exams. i didnt even feel as elated as i used to after my last paper. instead i could feel this awakening that more things that i dislike were coming, i wasnt able to muster happiness or excitement from this new-found 'freedom'. what if at the end of the day, i ended up losing all that i owned??

P.S. from now on, will post a quote each time I blog.


'War doesn't determine who's right. War determines who's left'

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